★☆ <--- DeAr diaRy ---> ☆★: 2010

updated~!

DeAr diaRy ...

okay okay.. i admit it.. i've been slacking off lately.. =.=
its bcoz i have ntg to write here... days in skul were almost the same everyday..
these few days not in class anyway coz whole day in the hall rehearsing for graduation..
graduation... reli sad lo... T^T
oh btw.. listen to this.. the lyrics describe my heart in words.. i can soooo relate to this song right now..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCCCcQjxMQ4
simply love this song ^^ ♥

next ~~
i think i told jilien b4.. i was supposed to got to japan during the 2-week-holidays b4 we had our trial exams..
and u know the rest... exam = no japan... what a party pooper.. =((
anyways... my aunt went to japan... without us... =(((( cant get over it.. haiz..
but she brought us gifts !! yeah !! (^.<)v
soooooo cuteeee !!! even the packaging is nice... haih.. japanese.. what CANT they do ??

check this out -->

kawaiiiiiii ~~!!!!

ripped my heart when i opened the package..

see see !! aiyo.. sooo cute !!


aduiiii... more surprises !! haha xD

and it tastes nice too !! very milky... like the ' tiger ' biscuit we have here in malaysia.. wahh..
mum said MAYBE she'll bring me to japan nex year... cant wait !!
hmmm.. for now... keep fighting for spm ba.. yorsh !!
aza aza gambateh !!

peace out ! ^^v

i dun like to do this.. =(

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★關於自己★
01.花名: 0分 / 米田共 / 硬粪 etc.

02.生日： 2/9/1993

03.星座：处女座

04.男or女：女

05.搵四個字形容自己：笑到 siao liao ( it rhymed ! ^^ )

★關於友情★
01.覺得朋友重要嗎：非常重要

02.有被朋友背叛過嗎：有

03.被背叛感覺是怎麼樣：空虚 & 失望

04.跟朋友通常因為什麼事吵架：意见不合

05.通常和好的原因：某人逗我们笑..就忘掉了

★關於愛情★
01.友情和愛情哪樣重要：50 - 50

02.目前有男/女朋友嗎：没有

03.你很愛她/他嗎：-

04.她/他很愛你嗎：-

05.如果他要求分手：-

06 如果沒有男/女友，有喜歡的人嗎：有

07.覺得自己喜歡的人如何：很棒 !

08.覺得自己會喜歡那個人多久：很久 !!

09.如果有一天另一半突然離開：哭惨

10.分手的話會不會哭：会

★關於親情★
01.屋企有咩人：父母亲和哥哥

03.最討厭哪個：有时爱有时恨的哥哥（亲情嘛）

04.覺得自己的家好嗎：很好吧 ?

05.承上...為什麼：至少我没想过离家出走..

06.親情對你來說很重要嗎：很重要

07.有兄弟姐妹的話吵架都是為了什麼事：他当我是狗一直叫我帮他做他东西

08.後來是怎麼和好的：他 tam 回我.. (因为要我继续帮他做东西 ==)

09.整個家誰是最重要的那個：大家都重要..

10.承上...為什麼：没有原因

★自己★
01.耳洞：有

02.染髮：没有

03.抽煙：绝对不可能 !!

04.喝酒：有

05.寵物：有（狗狗 ^^)

06.戀愛：没有

07.自殺：没有啦 !!

08.自拍：有..呵呵

09.網誌：有

10.紋身：没有

★無聊問題★
01.心目中的對象是誰：有fu又看得顺眼

02.如果你的家人跟你的另一半同時跌落海，你會先救誰? ：不懂

03.直到現在有哪幾首歌，可以感動到你?：很多

04.如果你有多啦A夢，你想要它的什麼法寶：时光机器

05.想改掉的壞習慣：懒惰

06.人生對你而言最重要的事情是什麼?：每天都快乐活着

07.覺得目前為止做過最有意義的事：不懂

08.哪一件事情讓你永生難忘：开心的

09.如果還有來生，你要當男生還女生：都ok

10.未來有什麼計畫：还没

11.最想去的國家：1.日本 2.巴黎 3.美国 4.台湾 5.意大利

13.目前最煩惱的事：考试

14.認識異性第一眼會看什麼地方：笑容 !! 很吸引人咧 ^^

15.有錢的話想包養誰：父母咯

16.你願意花多少時間去等你所喜歡的人：一辈子

17.究竟是陪在身邊的人重要？還是心裡的人重要：都很重要

18.假如你有一千萬,你最想拿來做什麼：跟另一半和父母环游世界

19.世界上最值得你留戀的是什麼：不懂

20.什麼樣的異性最吸引你：阳光 , 笑容灿烂 =]

21.第一次愛人是幾歲：14

22.有什麼事是你覺得一輩子一定要去做的：谈恋爱

23.有沒有想過哪一天自己是怎麼死的：没有

24.你最喜歡做的事：睡到自然醒

25.你覺得自己哪裏最想改：身材

26.如果身邊的朋友或另一半有人偷吃,你會如何：生气

27.喜歡被愛還是愛人：被爱

28.近期最開心的事情：考完预考

29.愛一個人,需要付出多少代價：只要能快乐..什么都愿意

30.為什麼會愛上自己的情人：有fu~

shut up and drive drive drive drive ~~~

DeAr diaRy ...

yesterday ( thursday ) was my 1st driving lesson...
i was so so so so nervous in skul..
sum said last time she wasnt nervous at all.. until she went hands on on the wheel then only started to feel nervous...
heh for me totally vice versa... in skul so sked of it but when i grab the stering i feel like a pro driver.. haha no feel jor... xD
so aunty asked me to wait at KFC in front of my dad's clinic... then she drove me to a parking space somewhere in bangi... started explaining bout the gears and when to use the clutch and how to use it..
wahhhh it was like alien language to me.. uga uga... cant get it.. ><
experience is worth a thousand words... drive myself baru tahu... keep going round the parking lot lo... pusing pusing.. full clutch - change gear - half clutch - hold clutch - accelerate - release clutch - slow down - full clutch - change gear - release clutch slowly - accelerate ... wahaha jilien u pening adi rite ?? sengaja de.. LOL x)
honestly i think it was easy after i got the hang of it.. 10 mins later aunty taught me how to reverse adi.. 10 more mins then it was the real thing.. went out on the road.. drove all the way to bangi driving centre and aunty taught me a little bit bout side parking... then i tried going uphill.. hehe i din 死火.. wahaha !! feel so proud now.. kekeke..
only thing i dun like is the traffic light... have to stop and wait in free gear mode... then when the light turned green so nervous pull here pull there press here press there dont pull this dont pull that dont press this dont press that.. @_@ so hor.. in the end the traffic light almost turn to orange oni i go... wahaha the cars at the back sure cursing me.. evil little me xP macam mr. bean !
after 2 hours i drove home.. reli on the stering until i reach my house... syok la that feeling.. on the way passed by some yuhua students saw me.. hohoho shuang ! feel soooo .... aiya syok la ! xD
learnt a lot for a first timer.. hehe act pro liao... tmr will be my 2nd lesson.. gambateh !

peace out ! ^^v


after i get my P license...

i m sked of pilots ... T^T

DeAr diaRy ...

wuuuuu... unhappy today... =(

i was hyped up to go bowling tmr with frens.... initially wanted to go last week but not enough ppl so rescheduled to tmr lo...but then i got a call frm john in the afternoon.. he said the other guys r not goin.. and yihwen still thinking bout it..

actually i adi sensed somethin will go wrong since yesterday.. haih... my 6th sense so ''zhun'' ><''

i sms sum and kaasian see if i'll still have a slight chance to persuade them into joining us.. sum~NO... but sian said she'll ask her mum... waiting for her reply... i tot i still got hope...

then u know la wat happens next.... haih.. one word.. DISAPPOINTED !!!!! T^T

we only got 3 person left.. john , edwin & me.. wat the heck... 3 person no fun ma... so cancelled lo...

oh yeah ! did i mention theres a pilot ?? PENT LOK... incase u guys duno... its LOK CHEN YUE... he arrr... he say he'd rather go for sauna.... humph !! put aeroplane.. bad bad pilot !!!

yorrrr !! i've been looking 4ward to this since last week leh.. hate this feeling.. u know.. its like when u feel that u're gonna make it to heaven , then suddenly something dragged u down to hell....

this incident gave me some side effects la.. i dun wanna organize any gatherings anymore.. twice in a row is already too much..

iiissshhh !! wat to do ?? complain here and thats it ba.. forget bout it and look forward..... at least i know i still have some other frens to make my day.... jilien , tmr its up to u to make me feel better liao... =]

i know i m blessed ! ^^

peace out ! ^^v

use my head as a bowling ball... =(

daisuki daiyo... minna !! ^^

DeAr diaRy ...

today woke up at 10am... mama wake me up by phone.. have to do chores... minah lo go back indonesia for raya.... i cant raya lo... =(

then bout 11.30am mama come back frm work.. ''dabao'' vegetarian rice for me.. me-likey !!

while watching tv sum sms me say will reach my house within 15mins.. wan give me mooncake...

yipeee !! she very punctual lo.. ngam ngam hou 15mins reach my house.. hehe...

its agar-agar mooncake... very very nice de !! i said b4 that i love it then sum ask her mama make for me and purposely deliver it to my house.. awww so sweet la !! and and i said i kurang suka the red bean wan.. then guess wat ?? red beans changed to mango.. i LOVE mango !!! hearts u lots!! ^^

oh.. tell ur mama thanks ya... very yummy !! (^.<)

then at nite received sms frm jilien... exactly wat she wrote ~

hey , therez smt i 4 gt tel u last time... the guitar i gave u dun change unless u gt bf alr kay ? yakusoku ?

awwww.... so so so sweet la !! makes me cherish our friendship even more... ( f.y.i. the guitar was one of the presents she gave me for my b'day this year ) BFFs !!!

wat can i say.. i reli reli love all of u !!! muakkkzzz .. xoxo

btw... i wun change it even if i got a bf.. i'll juz add on sumthin .. ^^

peace out ! ^^v

our promise... never forget ^^

finally started studying... ^^'''

DeAr diaRy ...

woke up at 8am today... had breakfast.. croissant.. although it was over toasted.. hehe but still yummy =]

u know me la.. wake up so early... tuition lo wat else ?? chemistry tuition..

after tuition dad said wanna go to somebody's house for hari raya open house..

aiyo i dun wanna go la... sien oni.. they'll sit there and chit chat for hours de !! ><''

then i used studying as excuse lo.. hehe... took out form 4 & form 5 sejarah text books to scare my parents.. so thick.... must study leh.. then guess wat ?
my SMARTS + great ACTING SKILLS = mission accomplished !

hi-5 !! yingfen smart ar u.. got away again.. hohoho ! x)

i had mac 'n' cheese for lunch.. instant mac 'n' cheese my bro got for me frm australia.. nice.. ^^

then go to my room and started studying... wanna lie oso have to be realistic geh.. study a bit lo..

but u know la... study infront of my LCD computer... aiyo got distracted..

to be honest i looked through 5 pages then took a nap for 1 hour.. hehe... after my nap forgotten everything liao..

sejarah.... haih.. why r u soooooo .......... sejarah-ry ???!

pls God... pls gimme the will power to study well tmr.. kami-sama .. onegaishimasu !!!!

peace out ! ^^v


my lunch for the day... cool huh ?? (^.<)

@_@ ...

DeAr diaRy ...

oh no oh no oh no... i m soooo late today..

cannot !! must proof to sum that i wun be lazy posting my blog.. blekkk ><''

so today huh... went for tuition at 2.30pm.. BM ttn..

funny thing was... i felt weird.. why did class start so early today ? i m not late wat..

dun care... then teacher ask us write karangan.. write lo... write write write..

then poof ! teacher went missing... duno go where.. juz duwan kacau us i guess..or he duwan us to kacau him... hehehe x)

then continue write lo.. writing writing... 3.30pm adi.. write again lo.. write write.. aiya u get wat i mean la..

then hor.. few students at the back start making noise liao.. saying 放学了哦..老师咧 ??

then i was like huh ?? stupid la.. still got half an hour yet.. =3=

mana tau everybody reli go off... dun even care even though no teacher..

then oni i found out... teacher gave us the wrong time (i m frm the friday class actually... coz tmr raya teacher ask us join thursday class).. supposed to be 2pm - 3.30pm....

then nvm lo... can cabut half an hour earlier leh.. of coz la i run !

有其[ 老师 ] 必有其 [ 学生 ]... i oso ''poof !'' and vanish like teacher.. hehehe ^^'''

then half an hour... go buy contact lens.. (intro by annkee)

the lens supposed to be RM60 per pair.. but now offer oni RM100 for 3 pairs.. so i bought 3pairs lo... my wallet... T^T

then go home and try on... funny la.. i duno which side is in which side is out.. try both side oso no pain geh... thought of torturing myself like jilien.. hahaha... juz to find out which way is which..

then i looked in the mirror... WALAU AAAAA !! geli la.. my eyes too big !!

like goldfish eyes.. wanna pop out adi... wuwuwuwu dun dare to wear to skul liao.. T^T

jilien... i look like BUGSY frm bedtime story.. @_@

peace out ! ^^v

another lazy wednesday... ^^'''

DeAr diaRy ...

wat can i say bout today... hmmm.. ntg much happened.. same old same old...

yesterday i promised myself i would study today.... but in the end....

my head is still in the game.. eheheh...

so.. yesterday was harvest moon rite ? today was .....

JOHNNY ROCKETFINGERS !! ta-da !!! haha... ever heard of it ?

its a strategy game actually... sounds nerdy rite ?? well... its NOT !

its a very [ suppish ] game.. wanna know wat suppish means ??

juz go to www.y8.com and search for johnny rocketfingers.. u'll get ur answer there.. (^.<)

but but but... children younger than me r not allowed to play ya...

haha.. its supposed to be an 18+ game.. but who cares ?

i played it like 2 years ago and it isnt reli that bad.. juz kinda violent + bloody..

oh yeah ! and quite a lot of foul language.. but to be honest.. 2 years ago i dont get those words like ''muthafucka'' ''nigga'' etc. ehehe... but i do now... but wat the heck... children these days know much more than me.. takpa la...

heheh.. i ended up introducing a funny game to u guys... but this game is brains over brawns... no brains no game.. get it ?? hehe... ( secretly sayin' that i m SMART ! )

alrighty then.. go look for other games to play.. hehe.. and hope i'll study for real tmr..
peace out ! ^^v


violence isnt that bad after all.. ^^'''

imagining... x)

DeAr diaRy ...

okay.. so guess wat i did today ?? ( tips : not studying.. )

its been so long since i did wat i did today but i love to do wat i did today which i did long time ago.. muahaha !! geng leh ?? ( applause pls.. tqtq ^^''' )

heheh... ntg much la actually... i juz suddenly had the urge to play PS2.. harvest moon.. hehe..

duno why... since i cant get my head into the books.. i might as well get my head in the game..

hohoho... wat troy bolten said in HSM !! ( smart leh me ?? XP )

yeah.. c'mon get ma get ma head in the game... we gotta get'our get'our get'our..... ( flying away )

fly back fly back... anyways.. i was juz imagining.... wat would it be like to be really in the game.. i mean INSIDE THE GAME !! woah.. gotta be cool ~~!

or better yet !! wake up one day to find out that u r an anime character !! oh yeah....

i wanna go kill ghosts with ichigo with the help of the tous ( quote frm gillian ^^ ) in bleach...

and listen to kazuki on his trumpet in la corda doro..

and let kaname suck my blood in vampire knight...

and catch negative heart's egg with ikuto in shugo chara..

or or better yet !! being harassed by USUI TAKUMI in maid-sama !!

oh dear.. i m goin crazy !!! XP

peace out ! ^^v